Life is full of choices, (there is never anything wrong or right - just a difference of opinion), and then when you look back and think that was it right what I did back then. Maybe not, but then what the Heck!, what's gone is gone, you made a choice and that's about it. Now the important thing is to think "What Next?".
I sometimes find it really amazing (and inspiring) that Monika has immense courage and positive attitude, especially in times when I am totally down. Seeing her like this pumps in new energy into me and I am ready for Bumps ahead.
Well well ! you gotta be out there to see what is there. Change is hard, unaccepting 'casuse over the time we build a cocoon around us, our comfortable lives, safe cars, safe jobs. But then there is a time when you have to come to a crossroad and think when is it going to end.